i don't give a fuck about it

i do believe that, people learn from experience.

i feel like, i'm much more happier working than studying, compared to those days. i still can learn so many things, in a different way. i like it. and i enjoy it.

saw my friend's status last time. i'm absolutely agree with her. i'm kinda hating on social network now, for 'telling ' me so many unnecessary shits (or privacy you may called) about some other people. just fucking hate it but i couldn't help and still wanna know about it lol

like seriously. nowadays people. nowadays youngster. the fuck wrong with you guys.

and oh. EXO made me wanna write a fanfic about them. they're like handsome pretty dudes walking out from comics. i'm just fascinated. their beauty. almost angelic. i'm not only adore their faces but their talent as well (cheh).

today i discovered my new hobby: watching kpop lyrics parody.

it's just out of the topic suddenly. lol. i should go now.

la-la-la-la-la-la sing a happy song

oh hai long time no see bloggie and damn you i don't think you miss me as much as i don't miss you hahahahahaha :/
and OMG i just ter-clicked on my of my friend's blog, holy shoot nearly got a heart attack damn putting up those fugly edited selca and the size damn big hak sei me :'(
i'm now in the office, finished all my work and now blogging. Puahahahahaha :)
just come here to say a short HI.
and tomorrow maybe i'll have the chance to see our dearest p.m. woohooo gonna cover his news. so damn honored. :D
okay bye.

seriously. after so many months abandoned this blog and now you're trying to update with some shitty post?

Well, apparently i saw some little fuckers messing around with their broken english. very sad. try to imitate western style english. come on. and theres this copycat. and that fucking high-praised & self-confidence of yours. seriously.

lately i'm trying hard to suppress the stress. i'm finding my way. i don't really know. sometimes i feel 'oh yes this is the right for me' but sometimes its complicated. hope i will overcome this feeling sooner or later. gonna self-help. hahahaha

and by-the-way, i got to know from my friend that i am the earliest among my same-aged hometown friends who've actually started working. wow i feel so honored LOL well yeah its like you guys still striving hard for good marks and grades and i'm already making big money LOL no offense LOL but you guys should be grateful cause you got the chance to pursuing your studies. well, maybe after few years later i'll go take my degree or whatsoever...

Comeback.

hi long time no see. It's been like 2 months.

oops. sorry for abandoned you btw. i'm deeply sorry. :)

my life these 2 months. nothing special. really. though i'm still can't really live without kpop.

and of course. i did alot of stalking these 2 months too. there's no necessity to mention their names here anyways :)

and what i can conclude here: people always think they're so great. but in fact they're not that great.

i love observe people, see people's reaction and analyse how'll they judge me in the other way. i don't know why but this is just something that i'll automatically do. bahahaha.

just like some people thinks they're very great and wrote something but there's alot of mistakes in it. sigh. i feel pathetic watching these people, sometimes.

and people likes to show off whatever shit they have. like those fancy new technologies. yeah i know you guys are rich and whatsoever. but thats not really your own money which makes you afford those shit so whats the point of showing off then?

of course i'd love showing off too. who doesn't love showing off? i mean like showing off something you have while others dont. thats a pretty good feeling/pride i think.

but for me, i wont even choose to showing off SHITS. yall know what i mean? :D

everyone can get those SHITS. so at least choose some brilliant thing to show off.

alright off this topic. hahaha. tomorrow gonna watch real steel & in time with ma sis.

yes. like finally i got to watch moviessss again. theres still lots of movies i wanna watch. but well...hmmm. these two will be fine.

and like seriously, after my study life has ended, i felt abit of... lifeless. everyday is lifeless. nothing to study on and nothing to discuss on. i missed the feeling of studying & doing assignment (fyi i usually RUSH my assignments :D)

i needa get myself to more article writing/blog writing and in the mean time i can improve my language as well like english and chinese.

btw this little blog is a space for me to express my feelings. not like others, who express/publicize their privacy. HAHAHA. seriously 'pandang rendah' those people.

so whoever you are reading this, you might find alot of anger expression and bad words been used here. cursing people, complaining or even gossiping. lols. its like i'm talking to myself here :D

okay its fun talking to you, bloggie. bye and have a nice day.

i shall...visit you next time. :3

this is a 100% kpop related blog post

super junior repackage album is SUPER NICE. well, i would say its way better than their mr.simple album. all the songs are super awesome. words can't really describe the awesomeness of the repackage album.

shinee KISS KISS KISS is also SUPER NICE. (forgive me if i use broken english/manglish) so smoothly and well-handled song, with the 4 members angelic voice + 1 member charismatic rap. its been long since i love a japanese song. i hope they would make a MV of this song. and till that day i'll be die of happiness and then alive to watch the mv.

jobless holidays.

hella people i'm back. :|
now i'm at my home. homesweethome ;)
driving everyday, just to practise my lousy driving skills.
eating everyday, of course i have to eat everyday, without food i may not be able to survive D:
surfing the net everyday, yes that's part of my daily routine now cause i have to lookup for jobs online and its fucking frustrating cause no one gonna reply my mail/resume i sent them OTL
sleeping everyday, yeah sleep is important for me to have energy to online whole day LOL
fangiriling everyday ROFL yes i spazz over kpop everyfuckingday/moments LMAO
sigh. just lemme sigh. :|
have a good night. ;)

updates.

this post will not contain any photos. hahahahaha. only pure TEXT. it might sounds boring but i feel like want to write so BEAR WITH IT LOL

it has been like almost a month i didn't blog (except the last post, it was a sudden update cause i was so bored with studies that time LOL)

the past few weeks. i've been spazzing about blockb like the entire time hahaha. i was busy tumblring, reblogging posts and stalked some awesome blogs on tumblr, listen to songs & watch the mvs my friend gave me, so on and so forth. i've listened to mblaq 'Mona Lisa' album, teen top 'Roman' album, super junior 'Mr. Single' album, and also bang yong guk 'I Remember' digital single and also some of the infinite's old songs. it was ALL GOOD. except for the super junior album, i was a lil disappointed cause FOR ME, only the first five/six songs on the album are nice and others, i just couldn't accept their song genre and the music is just... weird. but 'Memories' and 'Why' are the two best songs of the album i like very much ;D 'Memories' almost made me cried OTL it was so beautifully sang by all of them and especially yesung's voice at the chorus part, seriously, i got touched by his voice and everything is just so gracefully ;_; for the song 'Walkin', its kinda catchy after few times of listening to it, and OMFG shindong's ENGLISH at the beginning of the song is BAMF. i seriously thought it was siwon's voice at the beginning OTL but when i searched for the lyrics and it was shindong's part. his voice. his vocal. his singing skills. and also in the song 'Memories', although he had only one short line BUT he sang it well and full with emotion ;') eunhyuk as well, he actually sings quite many parts to most of the song and well his voice was not that bad ;D and oh, i have to say about ryeowook. his sharp and unique voice in 'My Love, My Kiss, My Heart' is so... make me feel so... (insert appropriate adjectives) everything about his voice in that song is just so good. hahaha. his adlibs are sang perfectly and for the first time i fucking love his voice. that much.

for mblaq's album, well I LIKE ALL THE SONGS. their previous albums, i didn't even listen to all of the songs cause some i don't really like and i just skip it. but this album, this, this fucking 'Mona Lisa' sexy-gorgeous-as-hell album, i just feel so proud of them. especially the song 'I Shouldn't Said', yet another song that almost made me cried whattheheck ;_; leejoon sang his parts emotionally and i can actually heard his breath from the song bahahaha and for the 'Mona Lisa' mv, i watched and watched and replayed and replayed don't know how many f times until i got bored of it and know the dance moves and know which part is who which part who come out sorta thing hahaha. cheondung got chubbier, leejoon got sexier, seungho must be insomnia everyday cause his panda eyes are worsen day by day LOL g.o is way more handsome without his mustache and mir is sexy as hell with his motherfucking awesome rap style. but their outfits in the mv is weird HAHAHA mir even wore a america's flag printed shorts? ohmygod laughed die me xD

teen top's album is not bad too, i like all the songs and niel always sings the most ;_; where the heck is others' parts and chunji's cute but powerful voice ;_; i can barely hear ricky's part though. and for the rapping, C.A.P so sexylicious rapping style/accent/whatever it is. the mv. uhm. their make up is kinda over for me, the eyes, the eye lashes. but the clothes are fine and the boys are hot+cute+adorable ;D but then again, what's wrong with the thrusting dance moves? they're just kids? (well some of them) and they cannot go sexy by that way. i just... feel like laughing at their effort trying to be sexy or seducing whoever it is, so funny seeing them in that way LOL

alright. enough about spazzing korean guys/music LOL. btw, i just finished my exam today. it was tired, and i was pissed as well. pissed with the lecturer for giving shitty tips (HELL THERE'S NO TIPS AT ALL) alright i should not blame the lecturer for not giving tips ._. i was pissed about myself for not study the important parts :@ i actually copied the part and wanted to read but i have no time and i ASSUMED it will not come out as exam question and here it is. a single question with 25 marks. i'm so dead back in the exam hall just now OTL i tried so fucking hard to remember what did i actually copied earlier. i simply wrote 5 points and when i check after the exam, LOL I GOT LIKE TWO POINTS TEMBAK CORRECTLY. thats mean i still have like maybe 10 marks for the question? sucha good news but sarcastic as well. i should read that fucking page ._. i think i can pass this paper, oh god the last paper of last semester made my life so... suffer. at least gimme a pass with a B-? idk. i'll just hope for the best.

wow i am so tired now my brain can't functioning well and i think i needa sleep like NOW ;D so goodnight and i will continue this post tomorrow (actually i just don't know what to write anymore LOL)